It was time to close the door on who she used to pretend so hard to be.
The universe was no longer supporting her in her miserable state.
God came to her and said,
"Woman, wake up!"
And so she gathered all her false beliefs and tied them all up into a bundle.
And she threw them all out the car window as she was driving down
the Highway to Hell.
Okay... it was Highway 10... But same difference she thought...
So then who was she?
Honestly?
Well...
She was a very masculine energy woman. And she needed to
reconnect with her feminine energy if it was the last dying wish
she was needing to make...
God and her arch angels where definitely on top of this next mission.
They were all guiding her ever so clearly...
Everywhere she looked... When she wasn't expecting it... there they were.
Smiling that sly smile that told her two things...
Number one... That she was safe and needed not to worry so much..
Because the only way to activate the feminine energy was indeed
to rest safely in God's security.
But also number two... that she really needed to stop using her head so much
especially when things were starting to get really hard!
But she had been so used to going straight to her Brain for all the answers
that now, when it was time to turn to the heart...
She couldn't find her way home...
She caught herself going back to all the places... or memories that
used to feel comfortable...
But as she stood in the middle of it all...
It seemed to have all turned her down.
Just as her family had done back in the Sunshine state..
Maybe she wasn't supposed to go back to an external place
that made her feel good...
Maybe to go to her heart was a completely different idea...
Nah, ideas came from the mind also... so she knew that wasn't it.
She really had to just surrender this time...
But what did that even mean?
Especially to her... a forever warrior...
"Ugh... She sighed...
Why did life have to be so hard to figure out?
To Be Continued...
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