Friday, February 17, 2023

No MoRe Fights...

One of her biggest lessons in this life was to own her truth! 
As easy as that had sounded... she never thought it would have 
been so hard to achieve..
Why?
Because Attachment had the biggest hold on her. 
She had an addictive personality flaw. 
She kept getting attached to people who really didn't 
have her best interest in mind.

 
It's almost like she enjoyed the fight. 
She wondered if this was because she had felt so 
comfortable being a warrior in a past life.
She was in deed the best one of her time. 
But in this life time... 
She knew she was not here to fight. 
She made sure to make it very obvious to herself. 
So she couldn't play dumb. 


She couldn't pretend to NOT KNOW.
Cause she was very much in the know. 
Even to the point of being able to read it in the stars. 


And so here she was today... 
Ready to end the game she played with herself.
She wasn't going to fight any one any more. 
And she definitely wasn't going to fight her own heart ever again.
It was a time to surrender. 
And she was ready. 
After her last fight... 
She didn't find it fun anymore to be the winner. 
The warrior... 




She needed someone to match her. 
Someone who allowed her to be herself. 
But that someone first had to be herself. 
She had to allow herself to walk in her own truth.
She had to own her own magic, 
with love. 


But before she could do that... 
She knew she had to find her vibe again.
And that required for her to go back to all that she loved about who she was.
One kick,


One beat,


One hike,


One flake,


at a time...


 


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