Friday, February 24, 2023

When you Role the Die in Life...

 She caught herself looking out there again for something that 

was so obviously always found right there in front of her... 

It was that NEXT STEP...

That was it. 

The Heart was always found right there in that very next step.

So for her, when it was time to awaken her feminine energy, 

all she really needed to do was listen and follow her heart's

current energy flow. 

She realized that her heart had always had all the answers. 

She felt them. 

They came in loud and clear always. 

But her ego had found a way to make her believe that she 

was deaf and needed to listen more to outside validations. 



This was quite the 'ah ha!' moment for her. 

As she sat in her favorite coffee house at the Dunkin Donuts,

she could hardly contain herself from leaping up for joy!

This new found revelation had unchained her! 

Freed her from her own imprisonment!

Somewhere in the midst of growing up, she must have put the 

shackles on her heart out of fear of perhaps hurting 

someone she really cared about outside of her own heart, 

to the detriment of her own self Love!

She allowed her heart to be unheard for the love of a lie.

A lie that it was okay to be abusive.

And she learned that the hard way. 

Through experience. 

Experience that in order to be abusive to others,

 one must first abuse themselves! 

And in her lifetime... 

She realized that she was always attracting men who would 

abuse her... 



And with each abusive man, she was always calling cops on them

to be removed from her in order to save her own life. 

But the attraction was always in her.. 

Like a magnet. 

The self abuse that she had accepted when she choose to love 

the lie that it was okay to love someone who hurt another. 



This was definitely a mirror reflection she thought. 

And finally she chose to see it for what it truly was.

Her own reflection.

And so here she was today... realizing once and for all that 

it wasn't the abusive men who needed removing from her life. 

It was her own self abuse that needed acceptance and eventually 

Transformation. 

It was right then and there that she was truly grateful...

And as she gave her thanks to God and the universe for 

helping her to see, feel, and understand this very lesson...

It was then that she felt the integration...

And with her newfound Wisdom, she was ready to go to the 

next level of her existence in this game she called Life... 


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