It was Friday...
The end of a week.
And the end of it all for her.
Not her entire life.
But just the parts of it that she used to think were right.
The parts that circled.
Repeated.
Over and over again...
Same karmic scenarios, only with different people each time.
It was hard for her not to see it anymore.
Every where she turned.
Every where she went.
There they were.
All the disrespectful things she had allowed herself to endure.
In the morning, facebook had reminded her of a time when she
allowed a pimply, vitamin popping, over exercising freak,
hemorrhoid cream desperate,
kid to tell her where she was living wrong.
How the foods she was eating, the exercises she was doing,
the things she believed in, were all so wrong compared to his
ideas of wellness and discipline!
And then tonight... When she had come home from a long day
of work... She came upon her next hurdle, her ex...
She was really starting to see how the universe was trying
so hard to open her eyes for her.
But in the end it was really up to her to open them.
And with this last one she finally decided that she was going to
not only open them, but also to keep them open.
From this day forward.
It was finally finished.
All of it.
She realized that she had been selling herself short for far too long!
She was an incredible woman.
She was so full of love.
Loyalty... not only to herself but to anyone else that she would
LOVE.
And so today, after her final talk with what she had wanted to believe
was her twin flame...
But she knew she was clearly so wrong to believe in such a fairytale nonsense
that was ever created on this earth to fool those who dared to play...
And of course, she should have known better,
since she knew she created the game in the first place.
And really...
It's not just make believe...
It was all a f*cking Nightmare!
In the end,
she realized that life was better left alone to just live.
And that's exactly what she was going to do this time around.
Cuz there was always that.
To Just
Live
and
Let live...
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